Eileen eenie meenie miney mo lova

2011-06-04T14:55:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time, isn't it?

Supposed to fly to HK in april but grandma was in critical condition hence trip was postponed. She was struggling till the first week of May and she left peacefully. 5 days wake bonded my cousins and i. Was really glad to know them better and hoping to meet up with them more frequently so as to keep the family bond strong.

I started my 5 day job, like finally. Finally, i'm earning as much as 1k+ which i've never done it in my life before. :) However, it's not easy being in this field. I need to catch up a lot of things which i felt ashamed of. Simple questions that i couldn't solve really made me feel sour. However, i need to learn and move on, making my work a pleasant one.

Spending quality time with my boyf, family, bffs, cliques is a must and need. Without them, my working life would be so dull. To my boy, thank you and it's been hard on you at times. :) Thank you to my family for all the good food and exciting stuff arranged for me! To my BFFs, thank you for your constant WA during my work. To my cliques, thank you for always being so fun.

It's close to a month away from the start of year 3, the last year in uni. Jia you to all my bham friends! I'll see you all soon, esp mq, lina and edith :)

2011-03-03T16:10:00.005+08:00

Finally i'm here after so much crap happened. hehe okay not crap but been very busy with school work.

It's the first time i could sit down and slowly digest what had i done for the past few months/days. Basically, chinese new year was over just like a blink of eye. love CNY because i'll get to buy more new clothings and collect angpaos! this year, my angpao collection was a boomz! :)

the worst part of CNY was that i could not enjoy whole-heartedly because of the doomed exams which was a week ago. I've cleared my year2 like finally. time flies, i still remember how much i panicked a year ago with uni or work kind of decisions. business accounting is a sucker, i guessed i'm only confident for 1 question out of 3 that we were supposed to do. gahhh i really hope that i wont need to resit this darn paper.

after the last paper, my babies and myself planned a birthday surprise for my love and mic. it was close to success till when i mentioned i wanted to go to the toilet! sighhh my love never fails to spoil my plan :( anw, i was relieved when i saw his smile. it's been so long since i had a good dinner or date with me. with our clique's companion, our friday was perfect. :) thank you keith for fetching me from woodlands and sorry for the wait guys! we shopped at the daiso for mic's presents and it was so fun and funny with ah long around. wheee!

went Kbox yesterday with my sec sch girlfriends. it was just $6 nett. gosh cheap like mad right? we had a simple pontian dinner which calista recommended and it was yummy. hehe. we walked down to plaza sing with so much laughters. bringing up all the past is a kind of relief that we still remembered one another. :) i saw my dearest zhining whom i have not met like eons. miss her so much esp the times during student council. hehehe :)

the day had not ended so early for me. bus down to changi airport to meet my bham mates. last night was the night they were flying off to UK. bought a tiny gift for our dearest lina and hope she will have fun there! :) sent them in and was pondering some random stuff along the way. Have you ever wondered who are the people that will come all the way down to airport to send you off if you are the one leaving? definitely, images of my loved ones appeared and i could imagine what expressions will be found on their faces.

bought GTL to satisfy my cravings again. drools! i'm craving for it now while typing this out! hehehe. thank you khai for sending us back despite how late it was. :) to all the IBees, especially those twitter friends, i'll miss your tweets!!! :D please flood my twitter whenever you guys can.

Oh oh oh, i forgot to mention that i'll be working! hehehe teaching assistant @ kumon. awesome or what. at least, i'm not some useless one who rot at home and do nothing. yipee. so what if the pay is low? as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing, i guess happiness is all that matters.

To all whom i love and appreciate, thank you for being here and always here. i may have neglected you during these while due to the exams crap but no, you guys are not forgotten :)

2011-03-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

Kbox session and farewell to the IB-ers!

2011-01-22T00:42:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest bff!

You know i love you, no matter what happens. :)

Birthday party was fun being the polaroid woman, my skills are improving :)

The curry chicken is yummy, good choice my dear! ;)

Prata session with the clique!

My mushroom cheese prata was (almost) gone.

Oh yes? Cheese melted? Nonsense....

2011-01-01T14:33:00.001+08:00

2011 resolutions:

1) to get a temp job during break that gives me a 1.2k (fingers crossed)

2) bank savings to jump to the next digit

3) to pass all my modules with a second upper

4) get more friends in BHAM (seems v lolish)

5) love more, quarrel less with loved ones (you know who you are)

6) maintain a good rs w my boy (to hit the 3rd year and counting)

7) only blogshops once in every 2 months

8) Type better with the apple products and stop cursing them :S

9) To slim down, cut down 3 kg!

10) Curb my temper!

Happy 2011!

Expensive year for me cause i'm a 1990 baby. 21st birthday parties are gonna be a bomb!

2010-12-31T12:54:00.001+08:00

2010 was a interesting year i should say.

Feb 2010

Organised my boy's birthday party together with the Jub Team. :)

March 2010

Went for job hunting! Tried out telemarketing, went for relief teaching @ Marsiling Sec (a good experience!) Get to know a good friend - Ms Lim Seng Yie! ;) Tuitioned cousins again, did admin work @ Facial Salon. Held alot of ad-hoc jobs.

April 2010

Got to visit St Regis hotel and it was amazing. had a 8 course meal that costs hundreds over PER PERSON. Like srsly jaw drop!

May 2010

Went for MOE interview and sadly i wasn't shortlisted :( Had RP Graduation Ceremony and it was the most paiseh moment of the year when the camera zoomed into my face during love's valedictorian speech. HAHAHAHA!

June 2010

Had SIM interview with Bham in-charge via skype! Ultimate cool. Went for GLITZ Awards Ceremony in RP with the bowling team. Gotten another merit award like zzz but our bowling team won TEAM OF THE YEAR! ;) So proud of ourselves. Visited Cameron Highlands for the 1st time and it's an eye opening trip, not a luxurious trip that one will expect. Applied for Kinokuniya job and had interview which we had to do some speed typing test!

July 2010

Started kino job and realised that the job is draining me out till i couldn't stay any longer. Quit and stay at home to be taitai.

August 2010

2nd year with my boy! :) Visited USS for the 1st time and it was flooded with people. Went genting for a getaway from projects and more projects.

September 2010

Bought another insurance plan.

October 2010

Had XLB buffet for the 1st time! Video-conferenced with lecturers @ Bham, another cool thing that technology came up with. Had an awesome strawberry shortcake done by Cheryl on my birthday :) 1st written paper exams of SIM and thanks, 1 of the papers fell on my birthday. so this year's birthday was not v fantastic. Executed SOS Family Day @ Marina Barrage!

November 2010

Semester 2 started right after the papers. Love's enlistment :( Watched POLITE as an audience, no longer a bowler. Didn't manage to clinch overall women's champ but alot of other achievements as well ;) Went Desaru and it was an zomg trip too. Tried kayaking for the 1st time and it was so tiring! Saw fireflies for the 1st time too. Brother received PSLE results and it was NOT fantastic.

December 2010

Visited Orchard Mandarin Hotel ;) Awesome xmas celebration with all my loved ones. Received alot of presents and i feel loved hehehe. Picnic with bham clique @ Barrage for the 1st time, visited TWG with hongs family for the 1st time! Went Partyworld with family for the 1st time too!

2010-11-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

His first bookout of the year! ;)

Prata.

Harry Potter & Deathly Hallows.

Red Mango Yogurt.

XOXO!

2010-10-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

It's the SOS Family Day 2010 @ Marina Barrage. This marks the end of the horrible exams! Woke up super early to meet my bffs and hong as we're part of the event - Jubilant is the coordinator :) All of us had fun there with the kids and balloons and glad that the event was a success ;) we had a gooooood lunch too! Thanks to Neo Garden :)

Headed back home for a 2hrs nap and went out again to meet the same people, with more people of course. had dinner @ Scape and went to the Halloween flea as well. oh yes! thanks to chris for the cute piglet ring! zomg it's mega love :D:D i bought SNSD posters for ahlong and my brother as they are the hardcore fans of SNSD. haha! guess what after that? my sandals were on the verge of breaking. oh my scare the hell out of me. walked quickly to 313, mitju and settled down with a wedges. phew. walked into Fossil and bought a wallet impulsively. it looked great and love was tempted to get a new one so there he goes! spent 100 over in the shop and we got to redeem a $10 voucher.

finally allynn and jo arrived and we were thinking so hard of where to go next. ended up, we went changi airport! hahaha. ahlong came and joined us after his balloon event so there were like 11 of us in TCC. we had a long long long catch up together till 2am plus? Headed home and KO straight. Lights out at 4am.

my super long day started at 5.30am and ends at 4am the next day. powerpack me!

2010-10-10T01:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, i went JP DTF with my mum, brother, godmum and cousin, not forgetting my love! we're going crazy over xlb! hahaha. it was just 2 days ago since we had it. okay the day of the month finally visits me and it sucks. luckily i was wearing black berms if not it spells GG for me. love treated us! hahaha rich man foot the bill yes? :) headed back for a round of monopoly deal! the addiction of the game was back! okay, so his family prepared steamboat! woot woot. i was pretty full so i didn't had much food. I did some CB revision and it was putting me to sleep. Gave up! haha! Monopoly deals again before I headed home!

Today was just a home alone day. :( Yes, i deserve it because i need to study. mug mug mug like one kind and yay i met my love for lunch. at least i stepped out of the house. hehe.

i love you for taking out some time just to accompany me. I do cherish those short times though you piss me off occasionally :P

2010-10-09T01:30:00.001+08:00

like this alot. i'm like a ball uh my face!

Super devil, why block my pretty face? Should block the one beside me! the uglier one :P

LOOK AT HOW CUTE ARE WE. :)

Irresistable? Yes? :)

2010-10-08T00:22:00.001+08:00

8th Oct 2010

I met up with the kukus for dinner + K session. we took damn longzzzz to settle down at a place to dine. finally, we ended up at Wheelock, Big O Cafe. the pasta was a boo and i practically gave all my clams to wk. hahaha. we had a 2hr K session after jon arrived. i was the so called controller who only allows them to sing for 1 verse and 1 chorus and that's it. they had to stop. hahaha now they hate me like so much and don't want to go K with me anymore. heheheheee. :P

Special thanks to love for fetching me back! I've saved up the cab fare! :)

7th Oct 2010

Had a meet up with a few DIEMers for XLB buffet @ Holland V. We spammed alot of xlb and it just made me so bloated zzz. the steamboat wasn't fantastic at all. i think it's just the companion that counts; everyone just cooked and prepared food for everyone. how sweet. haha.

25th Sep 2010

Happy birthday JON!!! :) I met up with my 2 groups of friends - Bowlers and W45F. What an awesome gathering. thanks to jon. haha we had common friends! okay anyway, i played mahjong for awhile and thanks sampo for scamming my money. okay, not mine but jack's. heheee sorry jack! glad to see clara, danica, edmund, sampo, sophia, wani, jon, deb, yuhan, gary, fats, lina and lianyin. okok there are actually more but these are the people whom i've not met up for a v v v long timeeeeee.

2010-09-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

Emo Eileen says hi.

1) my 2 pimples are still on my face after so long. I'm some ugly freak now. I think shrek looks better than me now.

2) MF is killing me. I hate numbers but I like math. hahaha okay as in, accounts. booo!

3) my 3 papers are like in 1 mth's time. 1 month later from now, i'll smell happiness. sigh still so long way.

4) 1 of the papers falls exactly on my birthday. thanks bham for being so kind to me :(

5) i need to start major save up for my insurance. i don't want to rely on my parents fully. I want to do something for myself too. but the amount might kill me anytime. let's have faith in myself and stop indulgence on food/shopping!

6) i feel very proud of myself that i didn't blogshop for the month of sep! it's an achievement. however, i feel that clothings are running out. i wanna get the maxi dress at FEP.... but then again, no more indulging in such stuff! okay probably not too frequent, but once awhile should be ok right? :P

7) i'm suffering from deprivation of sleep. mahjonged till 2am and woke up at 9 to meet my insurance agent.

8) my Employment Relations assignment's deadline is approaching!!! This freaking friday :( I'm not even at 2k words yet. i need to stop lazing around and procrastination :(

God bless my soul.

2010-09-03T14:16:00.000+08:00

It's a TIGF day! I've no school till the next tues, so sort of have a long weekend. Stayed back after school for project compilation and had movie plans at MS with love. We had desserts at MOF like always, we should be awarded as the most loyal customers hehehehehe. Caught the Grown Ups and it was really recommendable. Very jokey with a bit of takeaways here and there. Yesssssa! Finally we had Carls Jr again for dinner!!!! I'm so excited 'cause I'm in love with the awesome fries! Lemme rank my choice of fastfood fries and you guys see if we share the same POV!

1) Definitely the Mcdonalds

2) Carls Jr

3) Long John Silver

These are my top choices for fries! hohoho. okay then we encountered this super selfish act of typical singaporean. As you know, dinner time is always packed and people would be waiting desperately to get a damn seat. there are 2 ladies hogging onto 3 chairs. Why? 2 for their big butts and 1 for their shopping bags! What kind of nonsense is this? So we approached them and got back a freaking chair for 1 of our butts. They looked unhappy but who cares? Please utilise some of your common sense and shame on you both.

Oh anyway, i actually eyed on 2 footwear that I really fancy much. Wedges and platform-flats kind of flats. Guess what? The 2nd time i went back, there was this promotion - 2 for $40! I enquired if my both choices are 'eligible' for it and they were! However, to my great dismay, the flats was OOS :( my heart sank so deeply. sigh... I thought i'd have some productive shopping today but no, it failed. oh well.... sometimes we really ought to be a lil impulsive during our buys so as not to regret! I regretted so much, really.

2010-08-31T22:58:00.001+08:00

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

2010-08-25T14:37:00.000+08:00

Steamboat @ Bugis with my dear W45M girls. Look at all of us, we changed so much. young and innocent back then. when's our K session?!!? Chen li xia, you better organise :P

XOXO

2010-08-22T12:34:00.004+08:00

This might be the first time food poisoning hits me. There are a few possible reasons and they are:

1) the lala, stingray or xiaobaicai are not fresh when I ate @ Chompchomp

2) durian moose's fillings are not fresh.

3) the meatballs that i cooked are still raw and I was happily chewing it

4) the egg tarts that my mum bought are erm.... spoilt?

However, i've come to the decision that i'll not visit that particular stall @chompchomp again. why? they scammed money as the lala dish has thousands of shells inside and perhaps only 10 of them have the meat? go dai please. besides, there is a huge possibility that their seafood aren't clean! oh my.

i'm urged to get a MC so that i won't have to attend sch tmr. hahaha. the worst part is i'm meeting up some of my girlfriends on tuesday and wednesday for a good feast. yeah thanks to the diarrhoea!

okay toilet is calling me now....

2010-08-01T17:35:00.000+08:00

Universal Studio, like finally.

The suakus had finally been there! :))

2010-07-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

Today is a non-monday-blues day cause i'm meeting my bff and the w45f peeps! Sorry Ranielle, for being slightly late! We had lunch @ Ajisen and the service sucked so much. Slow and black face. Bought card materials from made with love and had a hard time choosing the stuff. Gonna thank her for the help :)) Headed back to her place and did up the card bit by bit. She put on eyeliner for me and i looked like some clown! hahaha! Stayed there till 7 when weili came over to fetch her and he dropped me at Northpoint. Thanks dude! Trained over to Woodlands then.

Had a mini w45f clique gathering! We just had a simple dinner tgt and it's been so long since we did that! The last one we met up was the bbq session. heheheee. Thanks people for turning up. It was always expected that people willl put aeroplane last minute when comes to such gathering. What to do? Excuses and more excuses.

All the best for enlistment! Be safe inside, recruits Huang and Lim :) I'll definitely miss you guys!

2010-07-20T18:45:00.003+08:00

it's been a month more since i updated this space! I bet all my readers are gone! Oh well anw, i shall do a quick update of the previous month!

I went to Cameron Highlands with my family. It was my first time there, super mountain tortoise right?!! The trip there was zzzz too long and the bus quality is even zzzz. i didn't really enjoy myself there but for the experience, it's eye-opening cause you see strawberries at each and every single corner of the place. The most thrilling part of the holiday will be the journey up to the tea plantation. it was so exciting!!! why so? cause there is only single lane for vehicles moving up and down so imagine, we were in a middle-sized bus and we gotta give way to cars from opposing directions! having a simple mushroom soup and cake tgt with some tea on top of the hill/mountain is just so blissful. :)

I baked brownies with love on a fine saturday. 1st batch is urghhhh while the 2nd batch is better! simply satisfied with the outcome and i'd like to learn more stuff like chocolate pie and pineapple tarts. That is if i have the time!

July is the month when my school started. it was boring and even more boring. It was gradually becoming a dread for me. I couldn't wake up and somehow doesn't have the motivation to study. My BFFs have backed out from the course and it sucked so much. :(

I had organised an awesome birthday celebration for my BFF petrina too. This time round, I invited a special guest who drifted so far from us years ago. Very glad to see her and we had simple dinner together. Thanks huilin for the plan! :) Simple friday night spent with your childhood friends is definitely sth meaningful to pen down!

I'm currently holding 3 ad hoc jobs and yes you did not see wrongly, it's three! my goodness i can't believe it myself either. Money is not an issue to me but i gotta blame myself. Past few months, I had been desperately looking for jobs so kind of anyhow applied! Subconsciously, I accepted 1 new job offer. Hahaha. Ever since 12th July started, my life is super mundane. You either see me working or studying. I have minimal time for leisure which sounds very sad. But well, it's alright. It's always good to earn as much as you can when you're still youthful. Just gotta reap what i sow!

My parents bought a new camera! I'm the one who went to buy, together with my love's help. It was great cause he knows everything and bargaining is the best part! The colour of the camera looks good and I have yet to use it! Shall bring it out soon! Excites much! Now my polaroid isn't lonely anymore :)

I received a Fossil bag from my love, for our 2nd year which is like coming!?!?! Damn damn fast rightttt. Time flies unknowingly :) Thank you lover boy!!!! I heart you like so much!

I wanna go shop for clothes... Blogshops recently don't appeal me :( When i get my pay, I'm so gonna buy something to pamper myself. heh heh heh. my e63 is getting cranky! How! :(

Ever since the cameron trip, my knee isn't doing well. It started to ache till like now?! a month already. It became swollen and I've zero idea whats the cause of it! It sounds super scary. Doc said it's inflammation and I'm afraid of jabs. I'm gonna see the 3rd doc this thursday. Can't seem to be cured after 2 docs! Something is really wrong.

Alright, I hope that the next post of this will be full of pictures taken by the new camera! Goodbye! Take care!

2010-06-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

Today was a rather eventful day! :)

In the afternoon, I went Vienna @ United Square for lunch buffet and it was not up to our expectations. the dinner one has much more varieties. :S:S The place was very packed and gotta squeezed. boo! not a very great experience.

Went home to change and headed to school for GLITZ event! Finally met up with all the bowlers, old and new ones! My god! I was very surprised to see my Fajar junior in the team! Haha it feels great! :) BOWLING IS THE TEAM OF THE YEAR! I screamed like mad 'cause I was damn surprised. The split second was silent after the person announced. We were too shocked already. hahahaha awww 1k for the team! JACK WON SPORTSMAN OF THE YEAR! Yayyyy bowling team spells awesome! Congrats to all my dear bowlers! :)

2010-06-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

My day started off with a kinda sour note! I did not bring my ez link card out! Damn damn damn. It was when I reached the busstop, then i realised it. Oh my. It's not funny at all. Look at the horrible weather plus i'm dressed up, I really wished that my ez link card will just FLY to me. Sorry Calista for the long wait! I've no choice but to walk back and take. GRRRR.

Bugis was our destination and we had lunch at some HK Cafeish places. My tummy was a lil unwell after the lunch :( Bought 2 cute tanktops with cute prints! Goooood deal! :)) Combed the bugis street for bay's present and mission completed! :)

Back to BP and waited for the birthday girl to reach. 75ed to Holland V! Evvvvverrrrrything with friesssss here we comeeeeee :))

My preference of fries will be original and garlic&herbs. They are real gooooood! Of course the best thing of all is the NUTELLA TART. Srsly I don't find it that sweet that my girls said. It's perfectly fine. My taste buds fit the taste. hahaha awww i love it totally. :) More to come pretty and handsome prrrrrease.

Happy birthday bay. Love you!

2010-06-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

A long awaited sushi buffet with pet & hl. I still kinda used to eating sakae buffet :S Suki's is good too but lack of my fav food like fried hotate and it's kinda pricey as compared to sakae too.

shopped at 313 and we were fooling around in newlook 'cause of the pretty high heels. i'm tempted to get wedges :S Saw 1 at somewhere... oh yes! bugis! I'm still considering cause my shoe rack is bursting. HAHAHA and my dad will start his nagging!

Tried cold rock and i think it's similar to ICC lah. 1 of my polaroid films spoilt :( KNS! 1 piece gone!

2010-05-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Finally, the 2E3 clique gathering. Thanks to tedmund and I for planning this! :) Venue was The Hangout aka Play Nation. We had the biggest room and it was like OUR room. Made loads of noises 'cause of the WII and Guitar Hero. Had a great time laughing while videoing them playing the cheerleading game on WII. LOL literally. For the videos, please visit my fb :)

Took 10 polaroid shots and it was so tiring and laughable! All sorts of patterns came out! haha! After phototaking sessions, we headed for L4D2 session!!!! ZOMG I was so excited for it 'cause it was my first time! Suaku yes, pls laugh heh. Thanks to yichee for guiding me! :) We ran for the last bus and it was so omgish. :S

Some of you are gonna enlist soon and to think of it, the feeling was so sour. :( I'll miss you guys man! Be well in Tekong and lets meet up again :) All the best boys!!!

2010-05-23T02:02:00.001+08:00

I'm such a dumbdumb, i like to do things backwards. :S:S I shall give a short update on certain happening days :)

15/5

We headed to airport, together with jiaying, to fetch alan from Thailand! We were kinda early and so, we just lazed around and yakyak. finally he's out. he shared with us his encounters back in Thai and gosh i really salute to all the NS men. Idk how can they pull through all the shit and it was so miserable :S:S Wonders how my love will survive. hahaha but well, he's a strong bravo man. I have faith in him :) Headed to Jalan Kayu for prata and it was close to 3am. eyes were about to close man. haha! Once again, welcome back alan!

16/5

We had nosignboard dinner, tgt with love's fam! :)) @ The Central. It's a pity that we did not bring any camera but people! the place is good. The ambience, service, food, all in all are too good for words. I like :) I would like to bring my family there for the next nosignboard session heheheheee. After the dinner, we went for mj session @ Carol's. :) Been staying up late... my eye bags are worsened. :(

18/5

I went for an interview @ Commonwealth and it was srsly a joke. It was kind of a IT programming job and I was really turned off. I showed zero interest in the job and when the person called me to tell me that I wasn't shortlisted, I WAS SO HAPPY! hahaha! Come on, do i look like some IT person? Oh preeeease. So in short, i'm glad that they rejected me woooo!

19/5

Happy birthday mr ang woon lan, the stupid irritating you guy! :)

20/5

To think that i'm gonna rot to death at home, i shall date my beloved cousin out for movie. That is Shrek4! :) i love the show and it definitely enlightened me with the underlying meaning. If you catch it, you'll know what i'm saying. I love popcorns and they have to be part of my movie experience. love love love! :))

23/5

Finally love and i tried Dimjoy which was recommended by Timo & Celine! We walked to chinatown, had our koi and i was so annoyed because the straw was so small and it was so hard to suck the pearls up! wth. my tongue hurt much. bought my new toy's home and thanks love for bargaining! hahaha! not a very cheap deal but i'm okay lah.

p/s: my new toy is polaroid camera! hearts it so so much!

2010-05-13T23:33:00.001+08:00

Some photos to share. They tell a story of my RP life (:

DIEM :)
Beloved Team 47.
JIVE clique!
DIEM!
Coursemates!
E66A
FOP Student Leaders (SOH)
JIVE!
RP Bowlers @ UiTM!
RP Bowlers @ POLITE 2009
W45M

W45F!!!

I realised that I forgot to thank my facilitators!! Okay here they go:

1. Ms Li Yin from W45F

2. My computing faci from W45M

3. Karen Lee

4. Janie Long

5. Lena Chan

6. Tian Ming

7. Chris Thomas

8. Rama

9. Ben Tan

10. Christine Khoo

11. Allen Goh

12. Stephanie Tan

13. Gail Goh

14. Yuin Ling

15. Mandy Low

16. Jane Ho

Thank you!!! :)

2010-05-13T17:20:00.001+08:00

It's the official day when I graduate from RP. I still remembered vividly how I ended up in RP and i shall share with you guys.

Basically I intended to go JC with petrina and we made a deal of putting Innova as the first choice and followed by our desired poly courses. However, to our dismay, she did not get in while I did. I was really... flabbergasted, speechless and everything negative came to my mind. I'm afraid of going to the school alone the next day but i still did.

The subject talk horrified me and that was when i decided to leave the school and appeal to polys. i wanted NP courses, specifically Early Childhood, my 3rd choice but sadly, no more vacancies. From what i heard, RP has loads of vacancies and i appealed to DIEM and DCRSM. Never will i think of IT and engineering. they are being striked off immediately.

Okay so.. my RP life started. My first class was W45F. Awesome class as always. I'll never ever forget the times we shared. The days when we practically laughed everyday, when we have breakouts together and hang out together. The chalets were well-planned by me HAHA and yes yes the day when we wore red and white in collaboration of National Day!!! :)) I love all of you and i'm thankful that some of us have been keeping in touch like my 2 bestfriends yuhan and waikiat! Thanks to the rest - Debbie, Eunice, Jonnie, Jon, Huda, Fabian, Gary, Yuting, Lina and Nadiah.

I've never regretted attending FOP 2007. I met loads of funky cool awesome people and yes, 1 of my BFFs - Ranielle low. Yes she has been repeating this to me and now i'm repeating it for you readers "when i first met you, you like so fierce!! dao me, dont want to sit with me!" our CIE6 was the noisiest group of all! Thank you people, Ranielle, Vivien, Stefanie, Celine, Clara, Eunice, Christina, Queenie, Adi, Ida, Joel, Owen and more fellows. Clara, i'm thinking of you while typing this post!

I met 1 of my BFFs - Allynn teo from W45m, my 2nd semester classmate and not forgetting Lixia and Apple. 3 of them made my W45M days complete. I admit that i don't like the class at all due to some reasons and i scored real badly for the semester. Full of regrets but there's no turning back. Love you 3 girls and not forgetting people like my elmo as well!

So year2, I was 1 of the freshmen student leaders. I met more and more cool coursemates again! :) and 1 of them is my boyfriend, OH ZHI HONG. haha! had countless of fun which i can't describe in words. I just love going for the FOP. And yes!!! I met ahlong, chris, kokwei and dennis - my DIEM seniors! I still remembered that ahlong helped me with the mascot and he stepped onto 1 of the millipede. i screamed like hell 'cause it was soooo disgusting! That's how we met each other. my seniors are the funny people who never fail to entertain us. :)

Year2, I finally met my coursemates but sadly, i wasn't any close with them 'cause I sticked to my JIVE clique. we had dinners everyday after school together and practically everyday, we met up. haha! we prepared SLA together, with some year1s and zomg, i reached home practically at 11pm plus everyday during that period of time. look, how much i heart the meetups :):) Though some of us had left the clique and never come back, i still wanna thank you all for being part of this clique. Allynn, Ranielle, Stefanie, Vivien, Ida, Davis, Daryl, Chris, Ahlong, Dennis, Kokwei, Gallen, Joel, Weili, Boonkiat, Kinmeng, Jerome, Jared, Jin, Yanjin, Ben, Jiayen, Peishan, Jo, Michael and more..

Ahhh yes i used to be in bowling and bowling career is really a thumbs up for me in RP. A few achievements and really made good friends as well. There are 2 best things that happened to me in RP bowling. Firstly, we clinched the overall women division champion for 2 years consecutively. Very very honoured! :) Secondly, the first overseas trip that i went without my family was with RP bowlers!! Furthermore, we clinched a 3rd for women team event. How awesome! double happiness :)) I wanna thank my pretty babe and screamer for being in the team. Without them, trainings and tournaments would be so boring. Thank you Syazwani and Sophia! Hearts you girls. Not forgetting my clara, jialing, singyee, danica, ailing, samantha, kawai, joel, gary, yonglee, jon, derek, keane, bernard, aaron, melvin, sampo, edmund, nicholas and more!

Year 2 was in E66A, the only DIEM class in 6th level while the rest in 5th. Super outcasted but we survived :) The class was fun and lively with all sorts of singing from jianquan, xinyan and the clique's nonsense etc. I felt kinda bad 'cause I rarely joined them for breakouts. Sorry people! I miss shengyao too. Though he's gone, he is still living in our hearts! E66A is incomplete with you okay! I miss those crapping sessions and movie sharing with you man :) Thank you E66A!

Year 2 was also when i got together with my current boy. Smart ass, damn good boyfriend, good president and all. Thumbs up for my boyfriend! :) Love you truckloads !

Year 3 was the start of FYP. I have an awesome team with crazy people. I'm really really really glad to be their team member! Thank you team 47! The Cheryls, Wanting and my bf! :) When's our xlb outing?!!!!

Last but not least, the JIVE committee! I've stepped down with my team. It's been great working with them too. Thank you sihui, zoey, owen, saiful, sylvia, weili, kinmeng, allynn, ranielle and more juniors!

Thank you for each and everyone who impacts my life. Be it you walk in, walk out or have stayed throughout, i'm thankful for your presence! All the best! :)

2010-05-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

Today is a oh so long day. i shall be nice and do some story telling.

I wore my new romper which arrived the day before! Hearts it totally. Headed to tiong bahru for some work @ salon first and drove down to town, SMU specifically. My stomach was growling like nobody's business and i was thankful and amazed that SMU has a cafe that sells food. okay, i'm amazed because there's an OCBC bank, tour agency and more in the campus. hahaha i'm so suaku man.

As love's colleague is gonna have his proposal at SMU, so we just lazed around and gotten some nuggets to munch. heh heh. nice meeting all his colleagues and they said i looked so different from photo. must be prettier in real person heheeee. it's the very first time i witnessed such planned proposal and the girl must be in bliss. thumbs up for all :)

Walked to Minds Cafe to meet up with the usual clique and we were lost. thanks to my love for showing the way. haha! games was as usual fun, we tried the ugly ugly ugly game which introduced by jiayan. the ultimate loser is our long hands and legs man - michael ngiam. HAHAHAHAHA! dear niao, please dont kill me when you read this okay :) i intended to play lan - L4D2 but.... they didn't want it so headed home :( Ended up, they went to play. Wah thanks ah people. I'm like so suaku, never in my life have i tried L4D before. :(

Fruitful saturday with loads of love and fun!

2010-05-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

Today is the day when ahlong is gonna fly to TW for a month. Some of us decided to send him off since he requested a "reunion dinner". heh. Thank you for compromising, eliminated the popeyes idea and have healthy pasta! :) I felt abit excited 'cause it was my first time sending friend off @ airport. T1 was filled with army boys and more and more, all the classic usual appearance - geeky specs with short hair or botak and a backpack. hahaha.

Dessert bowl disappoints us so badly. It only closes at 12am but when we arrived at 11.40pm, they were already closed. Upsets me so much 'cause i'm anticipating it in the airport. :(

Have a safe trip ang kun rong! All of us will miss you! :)

2010-05-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

21st month plan:
1. MS HK Cafe
2. Bounty Hunter
3. East Coast Seafood Centre - NSB!

2010-04-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

Gallen's birthday party @ The Carribean in the evening. Had a good time catching up with course mates! :) The common topic between us is UNI. a big big headache for all of us.. sigh! can't wait to see all of them during grad ceremony! enjoyed myself there, with all the juicy gossips :P

Narpani Family Day - Jubilant Team in ACTION!

I missed the star awards and was devastated. haha. bye.

2010-04-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hello St Regis. Awesome 6 star hotel srsly. Totally hearts SG hotels. they rock like so many times more than _____. Hehehehe. I can't mention the country 'cause i'll get sued for defaming them :x Dinner was a 108$ per person course meal @ Yan Ting. a super LOLOLOLOL name if you guys get me. I doubt more than 5 person will know. haha :) okay the dinner was great but the waiting time was a killer. I think it's the tea that make me full, not the food. Soaked myself in the bathtub while watching down with love (again). That moment made me feel that life is so great. hahahaha.

2010-04-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today is a good good day! Finally i went for a swim with petrina and the sun was shiok max :) Totally love my skin colour heheheheee. As planned, we had sakae buffet!!! How awesome! After the buffet, we went to hunt for birthday presents everywhere and yay mission accomplished :) Thanks girl!!!

Trained down to TPY and the journey was ultra long. I hate taking trains 'cause it seemed slow and time consuming. I don't know why is my perspective like this too :S Met up with Jubilant Team for meeting and had the usual things to discuss. Dessert bowl was the LAST stop of the day! Thanks mic for sending us there! :) Awwww durian moose again and you should know what i wanna say about it.

Long day indeed !

2010-04-19T15:01:00.001+08:00

On a great thursday (15/4), I finally tried the koi bubble tea! thanks to ranielle :) i had my fav dessert @ MOF too. awesome or what. :) we had our Jub meeting at MOF. An event is comingggggg!

(16/4) My long anticipated feast is here! Nosignboard dinner! However, the full-of-hates ulcer dampened my mood srsly. I couldn't really eat alot and it sucked. :( i hate it. Celebrated my brother's birthday yay :)

The weekend was ZZZ and i don't wish to talk about it.

Today our girls date resumed! :):):) However, something bad happened. I took the wrong bus from the wrong bus stop. zomg i was so annoyed!!! To add on, it was raining so heavily and everywhere was like jam! I was freaking late for an hour! I'm sorry girls :( It was the first time i experienced this and i don't wish to experience it again! Okay finally met up with the girls and headed to taka for Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao :) The noodles made me damn fulllllll. Roaming around wisma and i almost bought a top from F21. I don't know what's stopping me from buying but i still did not buy it. Boo :(

Bus home alone and the emptiness within me was like so .... sigh :(

2010-04-14T22:56:00.003+08:00

While waiting for files to send over to PJ, i shall blog if not i'll fall asleep or i'll be frustrated with the speed of sending. Relief ended very late today and I almost fell asleep during the last class. To my surprise, the class was not as bad as i thought :) A student asked me if i could help her to trace her art stuff and i agreed, to keep myself awake. :) Small group of students and I were chatting away and it feels great unknowingly. I like to interact wth younger generations to understand whats the IN thing for them and you'll know how to deal with them if any problems arise. knowing the mindset is important yo! :)

I was "attracted" to this small lil girl in sec1. She's awesome, cute and really lovable :) However, her voice is zzzz irritating is the best word. Haha! I still like her alot despite that :) I will not reveal who is she! Heehehe. Relief has been always fun! If only the weather improves, you know like more cooling, it's perfect totally!

Excited for the friday's feast! Dear God, please cure my ulcer. Thank you.

Okay.. I shall check the status of the files now. goodnight everyone! :)

Miss you! *winks!

2010-04-11T21:44:00.003+08:00

Last sunday, OZH is back from Bali after 4 days! Headed to airport to fetch him, together with his mum and sister. Suggested dessert bowl and off we go! Durian moose is always and forever awesome ;) Next destination was anchorpoint as he wanted to get some shoes for his work. I thought the mall was not bad 'cause the things were cheap and it's easily navigated! I slept through the journey home 'cause i'm so exhausted :( Steamboat was our dinner YAY!!! Totally love steamboat :):):)

pretty good weekend is gone and this week was a total ZZZ. Relief teaching from tues to thurs, it was tiring and terrible 'cause the day of the month was here :( i pulled through the long week and had mahjong on friday!!! :):) Before mahjong session, we went for dinner @ Ajisen! Wow it's dino years since we ate that. MOF for desserts and here I am officially announced that i love caramel to the maximum. it's my official new love! :) Thank you love!!!!

Today, i promised my parents that i would follow them for tomb sweeping today and i did it. I did not laze around and last minute pangseh. no i did not! :) It's the 2nd time i prayed my grandfather in my whole entire life. I have never seen him before 'cause he was gone too early :( I saw his photo and I was taken to surprise! He was better looking than my daddy. HAHAHA. If dad sees this, he'll kill me! Gong gong, i hope you hear my prayers. I admit that i'm one unfillal granddaughter. I will visit you every qin ming if possible ok :)

my dad is the best! He brought us for BK breakfast!!! OMG it's damn rare of him to do this 'cause he always looked for healthy choices. :) I think that he just wanna "reward" us for waking up so early and accompanied him there. heheheee. i had my fav food - taro turnover! yayyy :)

Simple weekend with my family which filled with loads of love! Love you mum, dad and bro! :)

2010-04-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

today i decided to accompany my mum to chinatown for her massage appointment and my godmum fetched us down. we were like lost. really lost. haha! we missed the carpark entrance and we gotta u-turn all over again. zomg chinatown is a maze. you can never doubt the direction, if not you will prepare to do u-turning all over the place. so anyway we went there for desserts! i'm so into desserts recently. thanks to dessert bowl :)

down to grandma's and mahjong. :) i won abit for my pocket money! hehehehehe at night we went to some ulu lim ck place for some stuff which idk how to explain here. it's not important anw. :)

i miss my problematic boyfriend! hello. :)

2010-03-30T11:11:00.000+08:00

Relief teaching again today and i'm so glad that it ended so early! :) managed to took a nap and talk to my mum after she cooked my lunch. :) in the evening, we dine out with love @ astons! i was feeling a lil full but fortunately managed to finish the food :) mash potato ftw totally. we continued our dessert bowl plan though we were super bloated heh heh. durian moose is my current addiction and i'm so gonna make people try it HAHAHAHA. even my mum claimed that it's awesome!

today was kind of upsetting because the day has to be ended with a sour note. boo :( my mum dropped her coach wristlet with her cellphone after we alighted at our place. it was so heartwrenching :( many of the times, i wonder why greed overrules people's mind? if i were the person, i would have returned it to the owner cause in the first place it does not belong to me and i would not be able to sleep peacefully for nights. To think about it, you will lose something if you gain something. this sentence is kind of debatable but i guess in the long run, it will gonna happen, just that you did not know it is interlinked to your gain. IF everyone is so kind hearted and understand & apple those civic moral values in their lives, the world will be so beautiful...

But it's not going to happen sadly.

2010-03-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

Recently have been trying out all sorts of funny job and I tried telemarketer and it's not my type of job. So I gave up after a 4hrs shift. I tried relief teaching and it's the best job ever. :) I love the job's timing, job scope and the environment. Thank you Sengyie for your guidance when i was there :) Students definitely would have all sorts of pattern and it's really fun to interact and deal with them though some are problematic. Whatever nonsense they tried to give, I truly understand the underlying reasons because i was once a kinda "playful" student too. (p.s: i was still in student council! hahaha). Truly miss the times in Fajar man. Laughters never fail to fill the atmosphere and it was memorable (:

I resumed tuition with my cousins and yes, even problematic. I am very determined to change their mindset and make them study real hard and smart. Yeah you must be thinking I'm very into the teaching career. I absolutely love teaching and children. If I were given the chance to pursue the teaching degree, i'll definitely go for it. So yes, I'm sort of under going training now. hahahaha :)

However, such adhoc jobs don't give me a guarantee salary every month. Hence, I need to look for other stable jobs :( I was reluctant to do other jobs such as office types cause i really love relief teaching... Sigh. This feeling sucks. At times, i feel like im a loser. I can't even earn a 1k in my whole entire life. I do not have the determination to work. Boo!

Anw, today, my craving for durian moose was satisfied!!! Thanks to love for coming down after work :) awesomeeeeee.

2010-03-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

Today went for a telemarketer interview with Ranielle and before that, we had lunch at some random cafeteria with peishan as well. The job seemed interesting but i guess it really need skill :S we headed down to town w/o peishan and shopping started. OMG my hands were too itchy and i bought like 2 stuff. :( heart was aching badly 'cause i havent been earning alot. sigh what a life... anw i bought a top with R to get a cheaper price and finally my flats :) retail therapy never fails to put a smile on my face :)

headed down to Tanjong Pagar for sakae sushi buffet again, with mic, ranielle and ohonghong. HAHA. i just had that with boyfriend 2 days ago? sushi spells love like totally!!! :):) train plus cab back!

Awesome day out with Ranielle gf :) love chiu PLOX!

2010-03-17T12:15:00.004+08:00

In our daily lives, we ought to encounter different sights of human's behaviours and many of the times, they disgust me so much that I question the motion of "Singaporeans are nicest people". Yes, and that includes me sadly.

One fine morning around 6ish, i was taking train to cityhall for some event @ PanPac hotel. There was this little boy, age 9-10, occupying the priority seat. If i did not remember wrongly, there was this relatively old auntie boarded the train with an umbrella in her hand. I guessed she couldn't walk properly hence umbrella is of use to her. It's understandable that she would need a seat due to her disability so she stood in front of the little boy and it's so obvious that she was waiting for him to give up the seat. Guess what? He ignored her and pretended nothing was going on. Pardon me but srsly, where is the civic moral education that you learnt lil boy? Don't you know the meaning of priority seats or you do not know how to interpret the big picture above the seat? Are you suffering from some illness which does not allow you to stand? I was extremely turned off at that moment. I stared at him and then the old woman, he didnt get my hint. what an ass. Thankfully that I alighted fast so that the anger wouldn't drag me to work.

Another ugly sight was when I was jogging beside a canal. There was this park connector route. I was jogging happily and there was this mass group of people doing their "walk a life" activity. They literally occupied the WHOLE path for their brisk walking and it wasn't just 1 or 2 of them but in HUNDREDs. Again, I was extremely pissed off. As a part of the path user, I mean, you this group of inconsiderate people is pushing me to jog on the grass or are you telling me that I am not allowed to jog here? Seriously, I believe that it's not your grandfather's road or even it does not encrave your name right? Again, where is the civic moral education or common sense you all have? Brainless people that is. Don't you guys know the Keep Left rule? You pay the same amount of tax as me and it was just about keeping left. When you are exercising, you shouldn't be yakking away. Selfish bunch of people.

If everyone does their part, wouldn't the world be more beautiful place to live in?

2010-03-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

More and more 21st birthday parties are burning a hole in my pocket! Today, I had to attend 2 which are sihui's and michael's and thank god that both were at downtown east. I just gotta walk from costasands to arandaCC to and fro. heheheee. boyfriend and i went changi airport in the afternoon and bought a tax-free present for mic HEEEEE. had waruku pasta which was awesome! i love the spicy bit tgt with some mushroom and waku sauce. :):)

reached DTE too early so we went to stroll around. in search of monopoly deal and we bought a HK's one. cheap deal 'cause it's just 6.80$ with both chi & eng languages on the cards! met up with DIEMers and headed to Aranda's first. Great to see my ex-fypmates and that cheryl chua is really some crazy woman :x hahaha! happy birthday sihui! :)

walked over to costasands for cake cutting session. met up with more usual JIVErs and all of them were going gaga over monopoly deal! haha! the only group photo we took tgt was ultimate BLUR so pardon me and the photographer. happy birthday mic!! :)

2010-03-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

Town with Ranielle & Ally for some task and before anything started, we had our lunch @ Ion Soup Spoon. Call me suaku or what but yes, it's my first time there. hehehehe the mushroom soup filled with good stuff, all sorts of mushrooms my love! like what they said, it was really filling and my stomach almost burst. hahaha! manicure @ far east woohooo awesome. it's so tai tai life. :):) met up with my tired boyfriend for dinner @ raffles city and my back was aching like toot :( my body is getting weaker. I couldnt stand for too long if not my shoulders and back will start aching. rahhhh.

2010-02-25T17:16:00.000+08:00

Life has been rather eventful...

Love's birthday party was a success. The cake, buffet food was awesome and the sad thing is I did not manage to win anything from the lucky draw boohoo. Seeing his happy face made all worthwhile. Frankly, it was tiring and dreadful when planning a party but it's all ended well :) Thank you everyone for attending! :) Special thanks to Ranielle & Allynn for helping out love you girls :):)

Happy birthday love!

Finally a staycation with fav girls & their another halves. The WORST thing of the chalet is I was suffering from serious insonmia. I couldn't turn in till 4am like crap while the BEST thing of all is the homemade food that we prepared! :) Not forgetting the monopoly deal!!! So addictive :) Great time spent and i need to catch some sleep before I became a panda officially :S

2010-02-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

It's the CNY!!! (: My long-awaited day is here baby! I was very excited because I will get to wear my new pretty dress that I bought online, C&K high heels plus my cute accessory (: As usual my angpao mountain is here again. yipeeeee! steamboat routines was shiokkkk 'cause it's my love! meatballs hotdog crabmeat mushrooms :) get to earn some pocket money through blackjack & mahjong as well ... look, how cny is productive hehehehe.

house visitings on CHU 2 was god damn exhausting and sian cause there was a major recession of angpao :( it was fun in a way that we can munch non stop. it's a bliss to eat man people! :):) my all time fav goodies will be pineapple tarts! Who on earth doesn't appreciate it is a p.i.g. hehehee.

chu 4, i went to my fav girl's place @ cck. it's our first time there with calista and sad to say, we've been bff for like 7 years alr and it was our first time there. hahaha omg srsly. we had fun reminiscing those good old times we shared (: thanks ah bay <3!! (hope you see this!) Trained down to pay a visit to hong's parents! (:(:

chu 5 was a shopping-for-hong's-birthday-party. V8 cafe for lunch with my fav girls, jo and himself. it was a fruitful trip (: went to allynn's place for visiting and we had some pastamania pizza :) thank you ah teo!! finally i mastered the monopoly deal after so long and it was soooo addictive till we can't bear to leave her place. HAHA! good game!

My cny weekdays end right here! huat ah everyone!!! tmr is my love's big big day, time for serious business! boohooo

2010-02-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

The last few photos taken during the last week of school.

UTs were OVER! (: The shiok feeling was overwhelming. It's like a burden is taken off from your shoulder. Headed out to town for printing stuff with love. While waiting for it to be done, we did some random shopping in Bugis. Both of us were rather sleepy due to the early UT and we didnt have any nap. Wanted to buy some baking stuff 'cause I was very inspired by Cheryl Lim when I saw her beautiful pineapple tarts! Hey girl, you must be smiling now right? I credited you man! :) Yeah, i wanted to learn to make 'cause it's my fav all time cny goodie please.

The night was young and great. We went nosignboard just for CRABS. awesome yet bloated. (: we sat at the amphitheater to watch some live singing and I disagree people saying that Singaporeans do not have talent in singing. I mean, this group of SOMA (school of musical arts if im not wrong) was awesome. They are persuing diploma of song writing or vocal thingy and they performed at the Esplanade amphitheater. Even foreigners were impressed! The previous male singer was good too. His vocal was a wow and he attempted singing song of The Eagles, love will keep us alive. It's specially dedicated to couples 'cause of the upcoming Vday. The next question that comes to me is why aint this people participating in those sgidols, superstar thingy... They are definitely eligible for those stuff... but oh well... I guess this is 1 of the reasons that explained why those champions of those stuff did not have their fame lasted long. :S:S you see their faces almost everyday in the Media for a month and the next month, they were gone.

Ok enough said of this boring topic of mine. There was fireworks at Marina Bay. How awesome and great timing! :) Beautiful things don't last long, so does fireworks. Headed back to yishun to look for my fav girls and passed them our printed stuff (: Chionged home for a quick 5 min bath as promised to my love and he sent me to my grandma's place. (: Yes! I went JP NTUC with my family to feel the cny festive atmosphere. OMG. To my amazement, it was hell loads of people! No joke, the time was close to midnight srsly. Hardly can walk in the supermarket. hahaha drop dead when we reached home!

What a long day I had and it was great definitely. CNY is COMINGGGGGGGGG. have you done your shopping yet? :)

2010-02-05T14:45:00.001+08:00

Graduation photoshoot day! The weather was a killer but managed to survive with my blazer. :)

Oh yes, this is my 900th post! :) 100 more to 1K! Well, today was the very last day of school for me. We had to present an F&B proposal and the prior preparation was a total turn off. So much things to do within such a lil time. My UT preparation stopped for this but comes to think of it, this proposal exercise thing made me recall all the previous lessons' important SLOs which is good in that sense. I'm thankful that my teammates were helpful and initiative :) Thanks girlsss.

The best thing of today was that we do not have to do RJ :) Oh yipee yayyy! It's like a full stop to the mundane routine we RP students have to go through daily. No more 2359 RJs, no more evaluations, FMT/PDTs, the 9.45am to 4.15pm(s). Woohooo! It's great :) There's no longer things like anticipating 4.15pm moment thing anymore. On the flipside, we gotta start worrying for job applications as well as UNIs.

I have pretty much done with my CNY shopping. Decided not to buy any bag/clutch for this year's CNY to save up the money. Spent real too much on CNY which I find it a lil silly. My love did not spend a single cent! Haha! He's fortunate to have my parents buying shirt for his Chu 1 :) Speaking of CNY, I'm very excited to wear my new pumps, accessories and clothings!

Dinner with my paternal grandma, considered an early reunion dinner with her 'cause on new year eve, I'll be with my maternal's so yeah :) Went supermarket to do some shopping with my family! Bought cartons of fuji apple drink & green tea. OMG it's gonna be so goooood. Green tea marathon soon! hahahah!

2010-02-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

Last leisure lesson with Allen :) Practically did nothing and class ended at 12pm! Town with love. Some recommendations for my readers: Try out the hot & spicy fishballs at the basement of Far East Plaza. Awww totally awesome! 6 for $2.50 :) Shopped at 313 and finally bought my wear for CNY chu 2. Dinner at my favourite place, Shokudo! :):)

Awesome shopping day with boyfriend! Finally don't have to worry about CNY clothings. hehhehe. A very happy 18th month to you love! xoxo

2010-01-30T13:30:00.003+08:00

Last night my family went no signboard for dinner :) crabs baby! it was scrumptious!! The shark fins wasn't up to standard though, crabs was FANTASTIC, spicyness ftw! More to come next time. heh heh. Happy birthday Cherlyn:)

Today;

Meeting with CTM, the creative cell, hands and legs together with the juicy brain. HA decode them then you'll know who they are. MOF for lunch YAY :) Joined my boyfriend's clique bbq in the evening and realised the food wasn't enough. haha! my bad for ordering too little. Thanks to his friends for introducing bbqed mushrooms. I thought it was quite good if more butter was added. heh mahjong session till 2am. lost badly zzzzz . Straight KOed when I reached home!

2010-01-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today I decided to bake brownie fudge cake. With the help of love and allynn, I managed to get a pruss one recipe! :) Shopped for ingredients and suddenly realised butter wasn't enough, rushed down to get it and managed to continue. The process seemed easy but OMG so tiring!!! Srsly, i can cry :( hahaha. however, the outcome pleased me so much. It was a great success despite it was the first time. :) yay yay yipee yay!

While waiting for the cake to cool, we headed to bottle tree for the boy's birthday celebration! my goodness, the sun was very huge HAHA and it almost burnt me :( Dinner at Soup Restaurant with boy's family. yums :) It's the first time I tasted such a sweet tea due to the bitter tonic soup they ordered. ha ha ha! amazing isn't it :))

2010-01-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

The LYY's belated birthday celebration @ Sakae Sushi! :) Had loads of great food yumyumyum! I was starving while waiting for the star to reach :( Luckily there's Toggi to save me! Thanks ah long!!! Decided to walk to chinatown since it's like the first day of the opening. omgggg it was worse than yesterday! Hardly could walk down the street. :( Took bus back heh heh. good day with the people!

This afternoon, we had our FYP assessment. OMG assessor R killed me :( whyyyyyy. but it's okay, OVER OVER! Thank you team 47 for being such an awesome team. Faced a lot of setbacks but we managed to pull through tgt. Fortunately our loopholes were undiscovered! :P Love all of you! ;)

The overwhelming sense of relief...

UT3, BRING IT ON!

2010-01-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday LYY DARLING (:

Visited Chinatown with my family and my aunt's. crowded, the usual phrase - people mountain people sea that is! bought some food back and our legs were veh tired :(

did i mention our fyp assessment is like TOMORROW? omg tomorrow :(

2010-01-20T23:34:00.003+08:00

As week 16 draws nearer and nearer, it's frightening me. the fact that i'm gonna graduate and perhaps gotta work and study for Uni... I feel worried. FYP assessment is the worst and dreadful of all. I am afraid that i screw myself up again. :( I'm sooooo determined to do well for this semester for I can't screw my gpa any further. All the way leenie! (:

I eyed on a romper online. thanks to allynn for tempting me. haha. it's pending/sold! upset to the maximum :( How i wish there's backorders! CNY shopping was not even half done yet.. that spells GG. UT3s are on their way as well. Boohoo. I shall look forward to the aftermath of FYP assessment and no signboard dinner next week! Happy girl I will be once again! So my dear ulcer, please get well sooon.

Morning jog tmr. join me?

LOVE MY BOYFRIEND (:

2010-01-15T11:55:00.004+08:00

I, hereby declare that I've lost the momentum for blogging. I remembered I used to pen down each and every thing that happened in my daily lives. Even moments like "I sneezed like a thunder and everyone looked at me" or things like "oh! I laughed at xxx". Hahaha how ridiculous or perhaps precise I am :) Heheee. I remembered that there was once I forgot to do my rj because I was too engrossed in blogging and I couldn't wait to share with my readers about my day, regardless of dull or exciting. HAHA.

Last year, I received a shocking news from my W45F bestfriend, yuhan. He showed me some people's facebook and the first thing that came out from my mouth was very awful; starts with the letter F. Let me label the person as 123. 123 had already passed the 21 mark yet to my amazement, he does not behave as a 21 year old guy. I do not wish to elaborate what had happened but I truly despise him and his ugly actions. I may not have the rights to criticize him. Well, words don't kill right? I feel glad that I made the right decision last year instead of being a fool for the second time. Hey girl, you may not be reading this but thumbs up x 100 for you. You have made the best choice ever. :)

Today I maybe going shopping with my mum to stock up my clothings. HAHA nah.. just kidding. CNY stocks :):) Pretty excited though. Spending time with family has been always so great.

My goodness, I feel very rich recently. :):)

2010-01-02T17:47:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday KAWAI! (: Her mum organized this birthday party for her and invited almost all her bowlers friends. It was at SICC. gosh the place is scary yet adventurous. HAHA. like super wow, everyone got busy the moment they came in; going around shaking hands for the new year. finally kawai arrived and yes, shocked face 0.0 buffet dinner was awesome with great food & great companion around. newyork cheesecake ftw! :):):) games started and had fun totally. sadly gotta leave earlier as promised. we won the build the christmas tree and guess the message. coolzzz.

2010-01-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 2010 everyone! It's the new year again. It's kind of scary to see time is ticking away so fast and i'm turning 20 this year. :( 2009 was a pretty down year for me. I lost 2 of my friends and my beloved aunt. It's the first time I experienced the life and death and all I can say is to really treasure your loved ones around you. Easy said, but easy to be done? I guess not. I love my 2 friends who had gone and of course my beloved aunt. Miss you :)

Put down the depressing stuff, I had my first year anniversary with my boyfriend, amazing ya? :) I'm thankful for him truly, for being there for me, for loving me. :):) Not forgetting my fav girls who stood by me during hard times, you know who you are and you'll never be forgotten!

Bowling IG was great as well. We clinched the Women's champion again but definitely not effortlessly. Felt very very proud of the team! With all sorts of achievements we had for NAG, POLITE, Collegiate league etc, we went for our FIRST overseas competition @ KL during Dec. Haha! Whole team was LOAed, damn coolzzz. My team brought back a bronze *sweats all over*. Like what royston nick mentioned, "luckily we didnt come home naked"! I guessed it was the last competition for me and sadly, gotta leave the team soon. Bowling IG ftw! :)

Studies was kinda smooth. gotten unexpected results which really motivated me to work harder. Yes, 1 of my resolutions is to increase my GPA for my future in some UNIs. :) Determination is in! :):)

Typing quite abit already and i think that's all for this 2010 post. HA HA HA. Let's spread the love and may the world peace revive!

2009-12-26T14:26:00.000+08:00

quick recap on the Xmas days!!

Xmas eve was spent with my boy's family. Headed out to buy nosignboard crabs back for our dinner! dinner was truly awesome and i just can't get enough :) his sister bought a logcake and pardon me, it was my FIRST time eating logcakes. HAHA! my celebrations norm had never include logcakes. so well, from next year onwards, i'm gonna make it a norm for my family! heh :)

Xmas day itself.. it was solely for my cousin's wedding. early afternoon, had buffet, tea ceremony at her place. gorgeous cousin :) went back to my grandma's place and prepared for the wedding dinner at Furama. hmmm the hotel was not that bad afterall - never judge a book by its cover srsly. gosh the fruit tarts was heavenly! :) congrats my dear cousin yumin!

post-xmas was also great! we had our family BBQ :):) prepared loads of games and prizes for my cousins to make this celebration even exciting. oh well some of my cousins were pretty much irritating zzzz but managed to control them. extremely dog tired after the games but seeing the smiles put on their faces gave me a sense of satisfaction :)

2009-12-23T14:24:00.001+08:00

The long anticipated day is here! Met up with my girls for a mini x'mas gathering! First we had a swim and sauna. ultimate thumbs up! :) Down to the town in the evening and the bus was crowded :( Shokudo for our dinner yay yay. we ate alot and we were happy, so who cares if we're fat like a pig. heh heh. calista tempted me to get the havaianas!!! gracious me... I tried the size and I was BOOOOMZ. I told myself i need to be more wise in spending money. thank goodness that i managed to psychoed myself. :) Gift exchange and it was so awkward to do it in the middle of nowhere. hahaha! love you girls! Merry X'mas and we shall meet up soon! :)

2009-12-21T15:35:00.002+08:00

Today was a LONGGGGG day for me. FYP meeting at 9! We were determined to reach school around 8.40 because I wanted to reformat my laptop.

After meeting, collected the laptop and headed Jurong West for a swim with my boy! :) The weather was not on our side :( Fortunately, there was indoor pool! IMM, pepperlunch for our late lunch. Aww i'm craving for that caramel icecream while i'm typing this :( Walked round and round the whole mall and my feet hurt :( Bought the necessary stuff and headed to Sembawang Shopping Centre for the long awaited X'mas dinner!

I think my hobby can be Waiting soon. Never fail to wait and wait. It's okay, at least all were present! Astons astons! :):) Gift exchanging and i gotten davis's! Purple huge towel :) while yy got mine. it's your bliss girl!

After the dinner, we thought too hard of where to have our desserts. So... conclusion was to head to town for some tao huey. not too bad but the weather created countless of trouble for us though we're in cars.

Thank you my fav girls for all the gifts! Thank you Davis for the towel! Thank you everyone for attending! Thank you my lovely boy for being such a dear as always (:

Gift exchange time! :)

2009-12-16T23:35:00.001+08:00

Today's outing was rather special in a way that my lil brother tagged along. First, we went prawning and longkang fishing. hohoho it's super tiring to chase the fishes around i swear :( Glad that my brother enjoyed! It was pouring in the evening so we headed to Ehub for dinner! The carbonara was zzzz so dessert ought to fill my tummy up! ICC was the next and last destination. Gosh the ice-cream was kinda too sweet for me, but i still finished it up! My boy fetched us back safely! :) Thank you love! xoxo!

2009-12-13T17:19:00.002+08:00

Here is a decent post after my KL trip. Basically, I truly had fun with the whole team! Got to eat countless of good food, thanks to kawai and clara. Jialing introduced a kind of frozen yogurt to me and i swear wani and i were super addicted to it. Now, i'm craving for it srsly :( Initially i thought it was expensive but gosh, SG's one was more expensive. hmmm my pretty roommate was wani, my doubles partner too :) Thanks babe for taking care of me all the while 'cause she claimed that i'm some blur sotong. heh heh!

Our dear yihui and royston treated us sakae sushi. the greentea was really a ewww, the coloured plates was RM 1.90 ONLY. my goodness! My dear wani tried sakae for the first time and i introduced all my fav to her. hahaha she looked like some small kid man!

Shopping was okay only. :( Got a top and leggings for myself! Not very bad actually. Jack, sophia and i actually bargained with the cupcake uncle in the sunway pyramid shopping centre! hahaha jaws drop. It's not embarassing at all though. heh heh!

Well, okay, everyday, we gotta wake up at 6 and omg, i could barely open my eyes. Out of all the 3 meals, can you believe that the breakfast was the BEST? Well, that explained why we spent sooooo much on food when it was provided. hahaha! We did restocking everyday like cup noodles and biscuits.. junk food basically! hohoho!

Ok main focus was the competition. We clinched 3rd for team event surprisingly. Our last game was not very fantastic and we thought it will pull us down to 4th or 5th. but oh well, we maintained! :) I was literally over the moon (in my dreams).

Haha! i'm glad that my boyfriend was occupied when i'm not around. productive uh :) Miss all my loved ones definitely! But well, at least i'm back already! :):)

Afterall, I'm so not clinging to the fact that we're leaving the team already.

2009-12-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

Team Republic Bowling FTW! :)

2009-12-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Finally finally finally, my boy and i caught 2012! I think the show was rather impactful. Apparently, it triggered me and make me worry for the future. It's like we will not know whether it's gonna be true and what would be our fate. Very scary i should say. However, looking at another side of the coin, it will encourage everyone to do their part in saving the earth even though it maybe too late. People eventually will cherish what they have or even do something that is better. you know, we call it "a changed person". I really hope everyone will move on with their lives differently, more meaningful in that sense. :)

Bedok 85 for our longed dinner! Bloated. Prawning again and it was so much better than yesterday srsly!!

Gosh! luggage is still undone yet. Come on Eileen!

2009-12-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

It feels like i'm having holidays right now. Thurs and friday are my off days, which means long weekends for me :)

Prawning with cherlyn, my brother, boyfriend, mummy and I at Farmart. Ewww i don't like the place at all, maybe it's the rain that caused the eww feeling. Dirty lousy place. Chongpang steamboat with my relatives and family. I think it's the first time we had steamboat dinner outside together, usually we always do it at homes. hahaha sweet :)

Mahjong session after that!

2009-11-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Jo! :)

Jo's advanced birthday celebration! Credits to me for choosing the place, credits to ahteo for planning and credits to everyone for coming! :) my boy and i had a lil shopping before meeting them. Bought some people's present and a wallet for my boy. hohoho it really looks nice on him :)

HK cafe! we had fun and had a hard time trying to understand the aunties' language while they were trying their best to promote their membership card. Thank you ahteo for the purple balloon! Sweet of you :) Phototaking all over the place, very obvious.

Not a very bad meet up, especially with my fav girls - the LYY and ahteo! teeeeheeee.

Happy birthday my dear jeslin!!

2009-11-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

The mini food feast by E55J! There were pizzas, $10 worth of fruits (hahaha), beehoon, fishballs, nuggets and seaweed chicken. :) De-li-ci-ous.

At night, we gave daddy a surprise! Bought an ice-cream cake back home and standby when he came back from his taiji. The surprise was successful but... when the door was opened, the candles went off happily zzzz. anyway, it was still a YAY! :):)

Happy birthday to you my handsome daddy & happy anniversary to you and mummy. love you all. :)

2009-11-22T21:09:00.005+08:00

MOF again! This time round, we had more main courses and desserts. love the food there totally! :) I had some tuna mayo sandwiches and some bento with crab meat, cucumber, egg and teriyaki chicken! Gosh they taste super awesomeeee. :):) Shared with mummy a new recommended dessert - Macha with red bean paste! Not too bad overall. You know what's the best thing of all? I don't have to pay a single cent! hahaha! Mummy and aunt bought sports shoes and I went home empty-handed. I totally forgot to buy donuts. Rahhh.

Anyway, was rather badly ill. Played catching with flu and I caught you! I got so irritated especially my nose was blocked. Sore throat is here, say hello too.

I want to get well before Wed! I want all the good food! :)

2009-11-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Lesson was great today! Christine planned a food feast for us next wed. Each teams gotta bring different food and beverages and we're so gonna enjoy this! So exciting uh!

Dinner @ Warren Country Club. Yoohooo i miss their dimsum and porridge like so much :( their main course is incomparable to no signboard zzzz. their sharkfins looked so similar BUT the taste is horrifying, super bland and I mean it. I added soya sauce to make it tasty, how bland is that, imagine. I love the peking duck and brocoli w scallops the most. Had tang yuan for dessert yumyum. Reminds me of five stars! hahaha.

Happy birthday my dear aunt!!! :) Let's have nosignboard soon please. :)

2009-11-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

Decoders' cafe with 2 couples. Triple date! :):) Played 3 funny games, birthday cake YAY and the teriyaki chicken was good!

Thanks girls for the sweet handmade cards! Sorry allynn, didn't take photo with your flowery card.

Enjoyed myself!

2009-11-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

Today I decided to go for some food feast with my mum. My aunt and cherlyn tagged along. We went to lot1 and settled at Sakae Sushi for lunch. hahaha I'm just randomly asking if they are interested in Sakae and they just nodded without hesitation. heheeee. I suspected that my appetite is shrinking 'cause i couldnt eat much. I think i'm getting to have something for jap food. Recently has been very into it. Yes, and we went MOF for desserts! get what i meant? hahaha the red bean ice-cream is heavenly. craving for it when i'm typing!

Bought some supplements from GNC and tried sme blueberry yogurt. it's super omgzzzzz. Grocery shopping @ NTUC and some auntie buanged me. :(

Cake cutting in the night, celebrate my aunt's birthday! Happy early birthday to youuuu! :)

2009-11-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

Combined belated birthday dinner with alvin. Thanks alvin, calista, xialian, yichee, zhaoxiong and nicholas for coming! :) plus the gifts and card! 2e32004 ftw!

2009-11-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

Clean & Green @ Northwest Singapore. Bagus for everyone's effort! :) However, the turn up rate is a total zzzz. I could even took a short nap and drooled. hahah! Jojo said sth to me "since we have nothing to do, we can just eat". Haha she tempted to have a second round of late lunch around 4pm. hahaha! it's so true lah so my team was happily eating away while our CUTE juniors looked after our booth :D Oh yes our 3R booth was super popular, the queue was soooooo long and I was very shocked seriously! heheeee. I swear I was ultra shagged after the event. We even carried hundreds of goodie bags back to W6 pod. I had a terrible backache! Rahhh it's so terrible :( I'm glad that I recovered from it after a night's sleep! Phewzzzz.

Time for report and we are only left with 7 weeks. Great.

Team 47 ftw! 3R pillar ftw! DIEM ftw! :):)

2009-11-08T17:12:00.002+08:00

To sum up Collegiate league masters in a phrase: It was a disaster.

On a beautiful saturday, all DIEMers had to go back to school for Clean & Green event setup. Thanks daddy for sending me there :) We had alot of work to do and I'm glad that I survived through. Thanks to my fun team mates, never fail to have laughters fill the air. Ended our work around evening and headed down to town to meet cheryls, sihui, gallen and joanne for dinner @ Shodoku, Heeren. I used to have a bad experience there but well, it's gone! I found my favourite food and the ham & cheese omu rocks totally. I was very bloated but I can't bear to waste the good food. So I just kept stuffing into my tummy. hahaha! Spent 52 bucks there! Hohoho.

Far East for random shopping and headed home! Not a very bad day afterall :):)

2009-11-06T17:07:00.001+08:00

Today, I volunteered to accompany my mum to Suntec as my stupid brother chose to attend his friend's "party" and pangsehed her. hahaha kinda sad but it's okay, we have my boy to send us down willingly :):) Cherlyn joined us and 3 of us went for some window shopping and ice-creams while my mum attended her stuff. Had waffles @ Gelare, delicious :) Just can't get enough of it. We looked at laptops and I still can't settle my mind on what laptop to get 'cause my daddy is getting a new laptop for me and my current laptop will be given to my brother for his pri6's school work. So excited and very anticipate for the new laptop! :):)

After all of us were done with our stuff, we headed down to upper thomson road to meet my aunt and daddy for dinner. Love the dinner with all of them! :) Laughters filled the air! haha. Headed home for mahjong! yayzz.

I was so sleepy that I slept before my boy. Goodnight everyone!

Happy birthday alvin and stanley!!

2009-10-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Eileen! Once again, it's my day again :) This year passed super fast and it's like a blink of my eye, it's here again. I was not prepared for it i swear. haha!

This year, my ulcers work up. Shucks! I can't have good food peacefully but well I don't care, I went to Wheelock Place for the Big O Cafe with my boy last night. Gosh the service is excellent, the ambience is bagus, the main course is a thumbs up and lastly, the chocolate fudge cake spells awesome! Everything was perfect :) Spent 70 bucks there and it's really worth it though it was a lil steep.

Shopping @ Far East and got myself a top and 2 belts! Productivity was so-so. :) Finally, I went Marina Barrage! For the first time! Yay! Scenery was bagus and boy sang me a birthday song while messages kept coming in! Hohoho.

In the afternoon, we headed to MS for lunch @ HPC! Wonderful buffet made me super full. The chocolate fondue was nice too! :) Walked to SG Flyer! Gosh it's my first time there too. hahaha cheap deal, $10 manzz! It's really eye-opening! :) & 30mins is just tadah, gone like that :( Too fast.

Headed to Cluny Court to collect my birthday cake from Awfully Chocolate 'cause i'm having family feast @ my place at night. My boy prepared cereal prawns for us! Nice! But sadly, he gotta leave for his POLITE match :( My relatives came over and received alot of cute presents from my cousins. haha!

My handsome boyfriend! Love you!

I wanna say a big thank you to those who remembers and made an effort to send me sms/facebook walls/msn status :) It's really heartening to see those friends who drifted away actually remembers your birthday. :) Very very touched. Eileen loves all of you!

2009-10-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

Team Republic go go go! :)

2009-10-24T00:46:00.005+08:00

Bowling POLITE 2009.

Supposed to meet calista and bernard at 7.10am but i happily woke up at 7am. Wonderful. I was like chiongster and my tummy was signalling something to me, yes the day of the month is here. Rah man. Amazingly, we reached there before 8am! Haha! Super fast.

My first block of games spelt boo! The ball tried to be funny with me and it's so not funny at all :( I broke down because I feel such a pity to let go a good game! I lost the self-confidence and thanks to screamer, she covered my scores :) We gave away our doubles to other schools. Team was so so much better. The management was super screwed up. I've nothing to say about them but oh well, results prove everything so I shan't say any further.

It was my very very last year to bowl for RP and I'm really thankful that we still retain our women's champion title for another year again. The sense of achievement is really strong and I think it's the best present for me before I officially leave the team. I faced loads of ups and downs in the team because of some politics and some unhappiness that arose within ourselves. I stayed out from them and just be some neutral party or even, the trouble maker because I love to grumble when I see things not going the right way and people still rubbing salt into wounds. Sigh oh well ... I guessed afterall, I still can't bear to leave this wonderful team, with wonderful people. They never fail to cheer for me, always forgiving and give me hugs when needed. They are so motivating and I think that I could never find such a perfect team anymore :(

Nevertheless, congrats to those who had done well and in my heart, everyone is a winner, regardless of any medals or trophies. We did our best and we had come so far just for this competition. At the very least, we did not give up and persevere on. Very proud of the whole team!

Love all of you ttm!

- Sophia wani samm clara kawai jialing sarah singyee farhana hernie jon aaron melvin jack edmund bernard daryl andy nicholas derek sampo darren NS weini etc! Team Republic ftw! + danica charlynn anthony shawn (seniors)

Thank you my dear family and relatives for coming all the way down to support me! Daddy, thank you for not giving me up in bowling! See, I still can bowl so please continue to sponsor me ok! :) I love you all!

Thank you my handsome boyfriend for standing the whole day just to watch me bowl and giving me the support quietly at the back :) I'm blessed to have all of you! Continue to strive hard for your POLITE as well! I believe you can do it, so don't give up ok!

2009-10-19T14:11:00.001+08:00

Today was a long day, especially for low yi yin and michael ngiam. We had this planned dinner tgt, with jo, ally and yy's brother after my psychology talk. Psychology class was fun, we had game! Girls won ;) Edgar awarded us with 10 bucks!

Received a bad news from hong. Mic's car broke down in the expressway! omgggg so scary lah. we bought litres of water for him and he managed to drag the car till some petrol station. We had simple dinner @ some coffeeshops. Cereal prawns and kangkong made our dinner bagus :)

PRUSS ONE for mic and yy ;)

2009-10-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

I hate myself for being so not discplined at all. I hate myself for being so pessimistic. I feel that i'll never succeed in such a short period of time. Yes right, your time is up. You can go and eat shit and watch their glory times. You can never be the same old eileen again. I'm a loser.

2009-10-08T13:28:00.001+08:00

Today started off with a sour note, i had 9.15 Arts Management class and the moment we stepped into the class, the faci told us that our names weren't in LEO, our prog chair hasn't settle it for us. looking at the class, it was ultra zzzz to the max. I was very determined to leave the class immediately! Discussed with our prog chair and we decided to go for F&B management. Gonna be with year2s but i guessed it'd be much better than that STA class.

3 hours of nap and i woke up to check my f&b class. lesson is TOMORROW. omg i'm feeling super sianzzz 'cause friday's off is what i'm anticipating alot. so it's gone now! :( Cooked maggi mee and suddenly i received a call from my mum. I was about to tell her that i wanted to get some formal shirts for my new class.. and guessed what, I received a bad news from her. I was dumbfounded at that moment. I don't know how should i react but definitely alot of question marks on my head. I lost my dear aunt. It was very sudden and i swear i was not prepared for this. I headed home straight after my late lunch and get prepared to visit her.

It was so unbelievable. I still could not accept the fact at all. It's the first time i lost my family member and the impact was huge. Alot of us teared badly, even my grandma. I know everyone has to go through such process; life and death but i really don't wish to experience it so early. My cousins are still so young, they need my aunt desperately. :(

2009-10-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

School's fine, no? yes? Good question. The first day, I met a very good facilitator (so far so good). He's from SHL and i thought he was pretty kind :) He just let us go our way and don't make decisions for us. He doesn't insist that we're wrong like some fucked up Miss J does. So glad so glad so far :)

2 hours of fyp meeting after lesson. Edit edit and edit, so tiring! Wish to take a nap at that point of time. Dinner was over at Sports Complex for the sucky steamboat. Ewww the meat made me puke! Like what my love said, i only ate $1.50 out of the $6 worth of food. haha!

Tmr is my OFF day :) BUT i think tuesday isn't an ideal day 'cause i've training in the evening which is like zzz can't even have a full day for myself.

Oh yes people, please spare abit of time to take a look at this website, scroll down to the last person! :) Heeheeee. So proud of him!

http://www.pub.gov.sg/pureannual2008/making_it_happen.htm

2009-10-04T00:23:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of school again, very last semester for me as well. 3 days of schooling, sounds pretty good but the elective i've gotten is srsly... speechless. Arts management that is. How amazing, do I look like those arty person? Ha guess not. So dead so dead. It's the first time I'm in non-SOH modules, thankful that they didn't give me those SEG, SIT modules which are like even zzz! Okay STA isn't any better for me. :(

The only thing i'm looking forward to is my a little longer weekends (: It makes me happier abit. I'm determined not to skip any classes in the future unless it's necessary or whatsoever. I must not be lazy but more hardworking. Write good quality RJs, be punctual for lessons, stop all the whinings during lessons, present with higher confidence, talk more, laugh lesser. Yes, i will not NATO!

I want to go shopping soon! Thank you!

2009-10-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

This afternoon, i was very proud of myself! I did not take cab! :) hahaha i slowly took my time to travel to woodlands and get a lil nagging from my boy. lalalala :) work for 2 hours, gooooood business! Travelled back to my place and my dad sent us down to West Coast Park. Oh shawn and shelton were with us :):)

Yay! My relatives cooked loads of good food, love 'em totally. However, the weather wasn't on our side. It was a lil of drizzle here and there and zrrooom! There goes the big big rain :( It's so upsetting that we had to leave and some of our relatives did not join us due to some reasons. I feel sorry for our lil cousins 'cause their playing partners left.

To salvage the situation, we went to our uncle's place! It's been dino years since we stepped into his place. heheee. we order sarpino's pizza! Watched abit of BOF, my junpyo is so awwww (random!) Time for some burning!

2009-09-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

Psychology talk in the morning and i was so reluctant to get myself off the bed! Rah rah rah i almost dozed off but fortunately, i have apple to entertain via ebuddy. heheee. Went CWP for lunch, used the donut voucher (like finally) and change of my ez-link card.

Training in the late evening, it's like the best timing for nap zzz. i bowled a 199! yay (: happy with my Siege's performance (: After training, headed to e65m's bbq at ECP. Prepared the food and all. My boyfriend's chicken wings is like the best in the world man, you gotta try it IF you have the chance! hahaha!

Long long long day !

2009-09-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

UT3 grades make me smileeeeeee (: Showed my parents and their faces glowed! heeheee. However, i cannot be complacement because my gpa isn't that fantastic at all. So contradicting right? Oh well rp's system is confusing and i don't wish to find out too. hahahaaaa.

I think i caught the flu virus thing, not h1n1! My nose was like dropping down and i was having interval headaches. So terrible!

I screwed tonight's collegiate league. I live up to the name "Eileen sucks" totally. :( My average dropped like nobody's business, so not funny at all. Headed to Timah for prata and i thought i lost my favourite watch :( I was down for some time and guess what, it was in my bag! Hahaha stupid me!

Yay! I gotten a new bowling ball - SIEGE! 3 cheers <3 !

2009-09-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

My bowling is getting worse and worse, it isn't getting anywhere. I can't spare, can't strike, i'm just some noob now. Is it really the "down" period now? I'm trying to console myself for saying this. I broke down after training because i was so frustrated with myself. Why couldn't i this and that? Thank you girls and my boy for being there, need it real much.

Decided to have lunch with the team and i'm gonna forget about this emo shit thing for awhile. I won't wanna waste my time frowning while eating cause eating is a bliss! :):) Seoul garden that is! We ordered 10+ scoops of icecreams, no joke and they managed to finish them all. ha ha ha! Photos yet to be here! Hello miss wani, may i have them?! :) Rushed home around 4ish 'cause love had training later on. The moment i reached home, the comfy sofa tempted me to nap, so yeah i did and really a bagus one! :)

2009-09-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

Public holiday, fantastic. Dim sum in the early afternoon @ Warren CC w my relatives & family! All taste good :):) Surprisingly, i love the taste of siew mai 'cause i'm not a siew mai person like my boy. hahaha! Yew tee point for some coffee but i'm too full for anything. Tiny shopping and bought a kitchen scale for future baking sessions.

Town in the evening. Dinner @ Breeks, ION shopping for some Li-Ning stuffs (boy used up his vouchers). oh yes saw najib there! hahaha so weird to see him working there. Chionged for fyp meeting 'cause every 1 min late equals to 2 bucks or something. :S

Happy birthday yi chee !

2009-09-20T21:32:00.001+08:00

The long weekends was well-spent with my family!

On friday afternoon, I was trying to hail a cab but it took 1/2hr for just 1 pathetic cab to stop for me. Apparently, there were thousands of cab drove past me yet they didn't stop. "They" includes those with green light up. They either turned away to another junction or they just didn't stop. I swear i was super irritated and pissed off at that moment. I was stuck there because the rain was heavy and the lightning and thunders were really scary enough. I wished to lodge a complaint because they seem to misuse the green and red light on top of their car. I was drenched badly! I was really moved when my love brought down a towel for me to dry myself. How sweet is that. :)

Buffet dinner at my aunt's company and i ate hell loads. I was globbing down the food cause i was starving at that moment! The curry was so irresistable, not forgetting the fishballs :) Oh love and i almost got lost on our way there, so scary :S haha!

Saturday was kinda a long day. It was raining cats and dogs and i made my way down for my cousins' tuition. It was pretty amazing to hear that my laziest cousin actually knows how to make a low fat mango-orange yogurt drink. How cool! Ha! Thanks god that love came down to fetch me for lunch because i won't want to carry the umbrella anymore! Haha!

Pepperlunch for our late lunch. They had this new combo thing and i has my drink & ice-cream for just 2 bucks! Yay for my caramel icecream (: Bid goodbye to my boy 'cause he went for his badminton training while i continued shopping with my aunts and mummy!

Went back to my grandma's place and waited for my daddy. He fetched us to some social dinner gathering at tanjong pagar. It spelt bored. I actually could fall asleep there though haha! The food was pretty nice. There was this lucky draw and we gotten the 3rd prize. I felt shameful to talk about this 3rd prize. It was a dumb walkman. I mean, seriously, it's 2009 now, who on earth still go gaga over such walkmans? Come on lah, i think 25th prize was better than this dumb 3rd prize.

Happy birthday marc weeeee !

2009-09-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

To-to-the-day (Today) was a long day :) Earlier part of my day, headed back to school for FYP meeting and finally, i got to step into the newly built RHC (Raffles Hospitality Centre)! Shareal and i were late. Presented our ideas to NEA and i thought they were okay. I think i need some people to slap me to wake me up because seems like i'm slacking off and have little interest for this fyp event. I need a push to work for this fyp cum event which falls on 5th nov. Shit shit shit shit :(

Next up, Science Centre with my boy. Had Mac Mcspicy! Yums! :) I didn't know that by merely walking around the whole place could be so tiring! Went to the Kid's Science Fest to look for allynn! Quite a few DIEMers were there. We tried a few hands-on stuffs which are meant for kids heheee.

To end my day, I had dinner with my 2e3 clique @ Cafe Cartel (: There were 11 of us & Jeannette joined us! Hello we miss youuuu. Bet yc must be happy! Hahahaa kidding yo! I brought my boy along for this dinner too (: Couldn't stand their nonsense as usual. The pasta i ordered was horrible :( :( Oh yes, this dinner was meant to celebrate ted and yc's birthdays! They freaking sell their cakes at 50% off after 9pm, what a great deal and timing! I enjoyed myself very much ! pee/ass (p/s): I used to write this sentence in my diary when i was young! Sounds so cute and kiddy when i wrote it down there.

2009-09-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

A day out with my boy! Hotpot culture for lunch and seemed not too bad. Went Comex show to look for allynn. poor girl :( Caught JUMP @ Esplanade, 8pm. Wasn't what i expected, Breakout was nicer though! After which, we went no signboard for crabs! Hahaha pampering ourselves again. Happy yay yay ! : ) Gonna have it with my family again soon, excited please !!! :):)

Such an eventful day ! Thank you my boy, you definitely made it great. love you !

2009-09-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

Today when i woke up, some random thoughts were floating around. I shared with my mum and she feels the same way too. So i thought i can share it here.

Some people who are not so well off and they need to work for their living, they love to show people that they are rich and can afford this and that like some LV bags and other stuffs which will make you WOW. i sympathetize such people because they need to work like some dogs and cows for the money and due to their brand-conscious mind, they just spend it within a minute. They will start to grumble oh how their money flies and gonna be broke and all. Why such people like to make their life so miserable? I don't understand. If you ain't well off, just let it be because that's life! You are here in this world not to show off but to live well. It does not mean that when you're some poor kid, you are committing a crime right?

Before you think about living in a luxury, have you ever thought of your family? What if they need the money more than you yet you just spend it. They are trying to pull through some bad times while you yourself trying to act cool and satisfy yourself. Afterall, you yourself know your status. Nobody will be there applausing for you when you're rich but those people around you just despise you and your actions.

2009-09-09T14:56:00.001+08:00

I had my beauty sleep till pretty late! :) Headed out for lunch @ Crystal Jade! Had my favourites - xiaolongbaos and dumplings. Spent over 50 bucks with my boy! Had our fill and left. Went home while he went for his Cheers competition.

Randomly, i decided to meet bitch (pet) since i'm gonna rot at home. Thank you for coming down to my place. In return, i asked my mum if she could cook her dinner and she agreed! Haha see, i'm such a grateful kid. :):) She had family dinner with me and it was the first time. honoured mans. Decided to do the cookies again, tgt with her and my brother. heheheee.

This 3rd or 4th turned out to be a success, finally! :) Not too sweet or plain. Received loads of compliments which are a kind of motivation for me! Thank yous people, especially my mum, aunt, brother and pet's mum. They even willing to sponsor the ingredients, how great. Excited to make the cookies again!

Speaking of the cookies, i don't know if i should laugh or be mad about it. In total, i baked 24 of them. However, i only managed to eat 2! How pathetic. i wished to have more :( hahaha oh well perhaps they are really way too nice which people couldn't resist them and finished 'em all. ho ho ho. ok i think i should laugh instead.

Lastly, happy 090909 day! (:

2009-09-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

Mahjong at Florence's place in the evening and we won quite abit (: Yay! Supper with alan, florence and love. We almost talked/gossiped till morning. haha! Totally forgot the time and was super tired (:

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

2009-09-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

Today, i made my 2nd attempt to bake some cookies today with my love. Prepared them in boxes and brought them back to school for my favourite people (: Yeah, i went back to school for JIVE CAMP. allynn said they were nice! :) Thank you girl. your encouragement meant alot. We had some bonding games, allynn, peishan and i damn funny! We just didn't bother about the rest but in our own world laughing. HAHA!

Afterall, i feel that our last year's camp was better in terms of planning. this time round, lack of time management, lack of coordination and communication. Well, we weren't that well spoon-fed by tm last year! Too bad for us! At least the camp was a success right? So what if the food wasn't nice? I think you should go and think about the reason hard.

Headed to Jalan Kaya with the nice people! Long time since i joined them for those supper and all sorts of gatherings. The prata was addictive! Comes to think of it, i'm starting to crave for it. haha!

2009-09-01T14:14:00.002+08:00

It's the 13th month (:

Training @ Ehub early in the morning. I wonder why there, i mean, there are so many bowling centres in Singapore and majority of us stay at the another side of Singapore, so why there? Inaccessible, that's the word. Oh well. Had half-priced waffles with my love and it took dino years to be ready ha ha ha. Headed to grandma's place 'cause love has something on. mahjong :):)

intensive trainings made my thumb bleed. ha so funny. poor little thumb. Made a major decision - take out my handguard. I hope i'll bowl better 'cause i feel that my bowling isn't getting anywhere. sigh x 1000.

Last but not the very least, happy teachers day to all my favourite teachers, definitely not you Miss J.

2009-08-31T14:20:00.001+08:00

Today, i met up with petrina and huilin for lunch at bpp. We went back to adelfibel 'cause our favourite teacher is leaving. Stepping into the daycare, a lot of flashbacks came back.

"eh I remember we used to sit here and gossip while others were sleeping", "omg the so-called secret room, we used to climb into the room and get our toys/games", "wow the teevee room is still the same, we used to squeeze with one another at that corner" ...... ha ha ha

Those memories really made us laugh/smile. We alumnis were invited to have a cup of milo. We were requested to sing the original version of our grace. hahaha! I admitted, i forgot the lyrics manzz. so paiseh. So we relied on the younger ones to lead us. :) Very very nice. On the other hand, the kids nowadays are horrible, sorry to say that. Noisy, loud, try to act like one boss. nice. good luck to the teachers there! Ha. luckily our favourite teachers would not be there anymore !!! (:

2009-08-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

First fyp2 meeting, paragon starbucks. our topic was pretty interesting, it's about the 3Rs campaign because we DIEMers are organizing a green event, collaborating with the Northwest CDC and blah blah blah. So, things we need to do: Do the event and report. I can see the rocky road in front of us.

I had my cravings satisfied - the Famous Amos! Yay yay yay (:(: Bought my thong sandals from Prettyfit, ultra satisfied! Pocket burnt, time to earn the money back! Nevertheless, never regret getting it!

Great day out with my boy !!!

2009-08-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

Girls date with allynn and yiyin. Both of them were late and i supposed to meet allynn first. Due to her late arrival, i attempted shopping at Heeren and i bought a transformers themed tee for love. Ha ha ha super cute and the salesman made me embarass. Thank you manzz. As i'm not a big fan of transformers, totally have zero interest, i have no knowledge of how the good and bad guy look like.

So the salesman asked me "you want the bad or good guy's design?" I was stunned awhile and i answered him with a giggle "ha ha i didn't watch the show". By answering this, it shows how suaku am i. gosh super embarassing :( So he differentiated them and i told him "of course the good guy lah". Ha ha ha what a joke.

The half an hour of waiting for ah teo was pretty fruitful though but no more late okay! hahaha! My legs almost broke. So while waiting for another late queen (due to her event), ah teo and i went Orchard Central to have a look. Wow is what i can say.

Finally, after 2-3hours, 3 of us united. ha ha ha! The food wasn't that satisfying but the drink was. Okay we had our usual gossiping and laughing session, with yiyin around, definitely there will be some camwhoring too. :):)

Had a long day, well-spent (excludes the waiting) :P:P

2009-08-26T13:27:00.003+08:00

Holidays started off with the post-fyp1-celebration with my team @ Bugis, Iluma. Hard time thinking of what to eat but yes, settled down at some weird yet unique restaurant, HLX Fusion, sth like this. Why weird yet unique? They actually combined the western and chinese culture into one, that's how they fuse. haha! For example, for pasta meals, they used ramen as the noodle. i thought it was kinda cool! ahaha! Thank you leader :)

Parted after the early dinner. Attempted to do some shopping 'cause i was looking for some thong sandals since the one at home was spoilt. Ended up, getting Everlast backpack and top. ha ha ha thanks love for them !! he gave me an almost-successful surprise. i thought it was a cheap deal. imagine a backpack for less than 30 bucks? :):)

Great day out, productive shopping and good dinner !!
p/s: i haven't got my sandals yet tho. :(

How i wish everyone could be considerate..

2009-08-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

I felt so lightened now! literally lightened, no more stress no more mugging no more dropping of hair!

yay yay yay uts are OVER !!!

this calls for a celebration but the sickening day of my month is here. hello there, can you please come at the right time instead? You're always here at the wrong time :( Well well, i had a movie date with my boy. intended to watch UP, then fickle-minded us changed to the proposal, but again we decided to watch the Singapore's production - where got ghost. hahaha i swear i was being freaked out. damn. overall, i think the show wasn't as bad as i thought, it's better than what i expected :)

holidays are here, time for intensive trainings and catch up sessions with my favourite girls !!! Yay. howeverrrrrr it's also the time to start the stupid fyp 2 again :( Rah rah rah

Goodnight everyone!

p/s: Fated to love you ftw! (:

2009-08-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

Last night, i had usual talk with ah teo again. suddenly, something struck my mind and i thought it was kinda true. I shared with her that i'm getting more and more abnormal in terms of my behaviour. I feel as though i'm losing the outgoing character, no more thoughts of shopping sprees, getting quieter and quieter, not even interested in meeting new people, my social circle is becoming a oval. haha. no, i'm not suffering any depression please. Whenever people mention bout shopping, my eye will blink twice at least and wish the person will bring me out for it! now, no more, i'm losing interest and getting lazier.

Lately, i have been losing sleep, insonmia ... shit gosh i wish that i could proceed to my laladream the moment i close my eye so that my dark circles will be gone soon. Besides, i've been in the mood of mugging, feels so o-levelish. :P

Apart from being abnormal, my savings increased alot (: i meant it. i'm happy. please continue to go up up up and never come down anymore! my parents are doting me as if i'm still a 7 year old kid. my dad seldom turn down his job as my chauffeur, mum always prepares good and healthy food for me, ensure my welfare because she feels that i've been very very stressed up recently. heheheee i'm grateful for them (:

My boyfriend has been great too. being super understanding, always tries to surprise me with new stuff in life and yes, despite being down, he still cares and showers me with loads of love! As usual, he will bring me to have more feasts to make both of us happy. how retarded we are (: we are going good, and the 13th month is on the way !!!

I just realised i typed so much. pardon me! goodnight everyone and all the best for UTs people!